Saturday, August 18, 2007

Why never blog ah???

I've been constantly asked that question of late. What can i say? Blogging takes time and these days i'm kinda busy....kinda stressed....err but i reckon the biggest factor to why i've not been blogging is because i've been lazy to bring back my laptop home from office. Yeap! The harsh reality of not having your own computer at home and leeching of the company...ha ha ha!!!

Anyway, so much has happened. And to sum it all up....hmmm.....


  • Mum came to visit me from San Francisco and we went to Bali for our annual mother daughter holiday. We had an excellent time but errr the "romantic" spa that i had with me mum....errr...lets just say during the soak in the tub time i pushed all the rose petals over to mum to cover up her assets!!! hahahahahahaha....

  • Went back to Vietnam for work.....again and this time with my director! Yawn Yawn!!!

  • Having lots of fun with my colleagues doing my favourite past time...... EATING!!!

  • And ohh ohh!!! Finally the second operation is done and completed. My mole is finally gone. Now there's this little scar that replaces it but its translucent and not very noticeable. But i guess its better than a black mark that was there before. After 29 years of being a part of my life. My lil mole... I shall miss you!

So there you go folks! So stop whining and yea lar yea lar..... i will try to blog more ok in days to come!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

More tales of Singapore....


I could not resist taking this picture when i was out shopping with my girls last Sunday. We were at Vivo city doing some retail theraphy when all of a sudden i heard this rolling sound. Next thing i saw was the picture above.

Gosh! What is it with these SINGAPOREANS???

I know that the Singaporeans already live in bird cages aka HDB apartments and i also know that there is really not enough space on this island but come on.... replacing a real dog for a toy??? And worst still... a TOY DOG ON ROLLER SKATES??? Seriously, this is really SALAH to the max man.

But i did think that this picture is absolutely funny. And of course knowing AL, this was not the last of the story....

After i took this picture, obviously my girls and i were walking much faster than the mommy, little girl and her roller doggie. So we over took them and proceeded with our retail theraphy. 5 minutes window shopping and all of a sudden i saw a "bright light" more like a BIG BIG signboard that said "50% discount off"! It was practically shouting out aloud at me...well it was 50% off the entire shop at La Senza. Heaven! Just the shop that i was hoping to have discounts. So i zoomed into the store with my girls.

Then with all my excitement at all that sexy lingerie and super comfy jammies at 50% off, i knocked over something....and lo and behold...i knocked over poor roller doggie. I was horrified thinkin little girl was gonna cry. But i plucked roller doggie by the neck and plopped him upright again.

Apparently roller doggie's mommy told me that he topples over quite frequently. Ha ha ha! And you know what....roller doggie is actually quite heavy and for the little girl to be dragging it around Vivo ... all i can say is....YUM KOOOONG!!!!

So the lesson learnt here is:

NEVER BUY YOUR KIDS STUFFED TOY DOGS WITH ROLLER SKATES AND MAKE THEM DRAG IT AROUND A SHOPPING MALL ON A LEASH!!!

Monday, June 04, 2007

Wendy's Hen's Nite


For the first time of probably 10 years the 5 girls finally got together. Gosh! I cant remember when was the last time all 5 of us were actually together for a holiday or even to party together. Imagine a whole weekend with 5 girls....havoc!!! Well Lai Yee could only join us on Saturday night...her hubby kenny was sooooooo sweet. Drove her all the way to Singapore just so she can join us for Wen's Hen's nite.

Actually come to think of it, it wasnt really a hen's nite. Its more like a girls nite out. But i guess the main purpose was to spend time with each other. We did heaps of shopping and of course loads of bitchin and talking nonsense...and ahem...there were even some "flashing" moments. I(I think only Jan will know what i mean...hehe) Imagine 5 girls...1 room...1 bathroom...

I cant believe how the years has passed. Sometimes when i look back at our old pictures... i dont see much changes...we still look 17...ha ha ha...denial i guess but who cares...we still look hot and in my eyes...my girls and i still look DAMN GOOD!!! ha ha ha....

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Halong Bay

Here's the final update of my recent trip to Vietnam. It seems like this blog is kinda evolving into a blog of my travels. I guess its the best way for friends and family to keep in tune of the things i see thru my camera lens as well as learn a thing or two about other countries.

So here's some history about Halong Bay...

Ha long Bay is a body of water of approximately 1,500 square kilometres in north Vietnam with a 120 kilometre coastline, in the Gulf of Tonkin near the border with China, and 170 kilometres east of Hanoi.

Halong Bay — means "Bay of the Descending Dragon" in the Vietnamese language. Ha means "descending" and Long means "dragon" in Sino-Vietnamese.

The bay consists of a dense cluster of 1,969 limestone monolithic islands, each topped with thick jungle vegetation, which rise spectacularly from the ocean. Several of the islands are hollow, with enormous caves. There are two bigger islands, Tuan Chau and Cat Ba, that have permanent inhabitants. Both of them have tourist facilities, including hotels and beaches. There are a number of wonderful beaches on the smaller islands.

Some of the islands support floating villages of fishermen, who ply the shallow waters for 200 species of fish and 450 different kinds of mollusks. Birds and animals including bantams, antelopes, monkeys, and iguanas also live on some of the islands.

The bay is also a World Heritage site listed by UNESCO. It is one of Vietnam's most popular tourist destinations.

Local legend says that long ago when the Vietnamese were fighting Chinese invaders, the gods sent a family of dragons to help defend the land. This family of dragons descended upon what is now Ha Long Bay (hence the name "Bay of Descending Dragons") and began spitting out jewels and jade. These jewels turned into the islands and islets dotting the bay, linking together to form barriers against the invaders. The people kept their land safe and formed what later became the country of Vietnam.



Me, Sab & this China girl that we met on the Chinese junk


The Chinese Junk that took us to Halong Bay
(Sab & Me actually stayed 1 night on a junk like this. Top deck is where you chill out and sun bathe, Middle deck is the restaurant and Bottom deck is the air conditioned rooms. Its air conditioned alright you see an aircon and it dont work)


Other views of the Junk


View from our Junk of the Bay



The Floating Village



The Head of our Junk


Kids selling on their little boats


One of the entrances to the Caves


I kinda like this picture


Sunset


I just couldn't help but take a picture of this beautiful sky. Check out the colors

Monday, May 28, 2007

Chu Chi Tunnels

Last Saturday i took a half day tour to Chu Chi Tunnels in Vietnam with Joe and his colleagues Birger and Tony.

Chu Chi Tunnels (pronounced Koo Chi) lie 70km northwest of Saigon or better known today has HCMC (Ho Chi Minh City). The tunnel system, built over 25 years starting in the 1940s, let the Viet Minh and, later, the Viet Cong, control a huge rural area. It was an underground city with living areas, kitchens, storage, weapons factories, field hospitals, command centres. In places, it was several stories deep and housed up to 10,000 people who virtually lived underground for years.... getting married, giving birth, going to school. They only came out at night to furtively tend their crops.

The ground here is hard clay, which made this whole thing possible. But even so, the planning and construction was incredible. People dug all this with hand tools, filling reed baskets and dumping the dirt into bomb craters. They installed large vents so they could hear approaching helicopters, smaller vents for air and baffled vents to dissipate cooking smoke. There were also hidden trap doors and gruesomely effective bamboo-stake booby traps.

Of course, the U.S. military knew about the tunnels. The tunnels not only allowed guerrilla communication, they allowed surprise attacks, even within the perimeters of U.S. military bases. The U.S. retaliated with bombs, eventually turning the region into the most bombed, shelled, gassed, defoliated and generally devastated area in the history of warfare.

Today of course Chu Chi Tunnel has been turned into a profit making area for the Vietnamese. And the tunnels which i visited were "modified" to fit the big sized angmohs.

Anyway, that was a bit of history for those who have no clue about Chu Chi Tunnels.


Map of the tunnel system





One tourist tried to get into the little hole leading inside the tunnel


The entrance to one of the many tunnels


Everywhere in Chu Chi there were monster worms


Me in a tank!


We head into the tunnel with smiling faces


Birger & Joe in the tunnel


I'm so glad i'm small enough to fit comfortably in the tunnel


Our triumphant put up your fists to show that we survived Chu Chi Tunnels
left to right (Birger, Me, Joe & Tony)

Saturday, May 26, 2007

The Making Of Beautiful Pots (Vietnam)

My friends and I took a half day tour to go to Chu Chi Tunnels. On the way there, the tour bus stopped us at this place where they made plates and pots and all kinda stuff. Coz everything was in vietnamese so i didnt know what was happening. But i reckon as usual, words do say a thousand words....


Some men putting black stuff on the plates

Egg shells for decor


Its a long painful process


The line of workers

Friday, May 25, 2007

AL's Believe It Or Not!

TORNADO IN SINGAPORE

Today as i got out of the Changi Airport in Singapore i saw the most amazing thing! A real twister in Singapore! I just got out of the loo and as i was waiting for my boss Sabrina outside and i just happened to glanced out of the window and i saw this weird funnel thingo... And knowing the suaku me...straight away i shouted out "TORNADO"!!!

I could not believe my eyes. A real life twister in Singapore. I mean you'd expect to see it in US but not here in sunny Singapore. Gosh! What has the world become. And the most ironic part is that only last week i watched the movie Twister on HBO so you can imagine how excited i was when i saw this live one right here.

Well i'm sure tonite the news will be plastered with news on this twister. But all you privelleged ppl who read my blog you got first hand information right here on Al's Tales.....





Thursday, May 17, 2007

First Pakistan...now onwards to VIETNAM



I'm off to Vietnam tomorrow so for the next week or so there wont be any blog-dates (get it? updates-blogdates???) from me. Ok super corney... i know but what to do...after all my drama in Pakistan last week can you blame me for this?

Anyway, i'm not going to say that "Oh this country is really safe" and blah blah blah coz i dont want to eat my own words like what i did with the Pakistan entry. So i'll just say that Vietnam is a country with loads and heaps of motorbikes and the people speak like this; "trang nik tik tok toong"....hehehhe.....

This time it wont be all work. I've got a shop opening there in Ho Chi Minh City on Sunday so it'll be a pretty glamour trip for me. But Saturday...ahhh...i've bugged my friend Joe to go on a day tour with me to the Chu Chi Tunnels (will explain more of this place with pics and etc.) in future blogs and then on Monday....I'll be flying of to Hanoi with Sabrina (my boss) for a holiday. We're going to Halong Bay....ahhh beautiful Halong Bay...so i'm going with my camera and hopefully take tons of nice nice national geographic pics and lansi it off here in me blog...

I've been waiting for this so called break for a long long time. I need it! There just has been too much stress...too much work....just too much drama in my life...Hmmm suddenly it sounds like a song that Mary J Blige sang...hehehe....

So adios amigos and as the vietnamese says....trnag tik tok twang nik....hahaha....i seriously dont know what is bye bye in vietnamese so just hantam onli...hahahaha....

Kwaii kwaii wait for my next blog entry yah...Muaks Muaks People!!!!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Violence Flares In Pakistan... whilst I was right smack in the middle of it

The title above sounds really bad doesnt it? But for me last friday night it was a rude awakening that life is fragile and not to take your security for granted especially when you're in a foreign country.

Before i give you my own personal incident of what happened to me... here's a news report so you can understand what happened to me in Karachi.


KARACHI, May 12 — At least 27 people were killed and more than 100 injured in Karachi on Saturday in some of its worst political violence in years, Pakistani officials said.

Dozens of vehicles were set afire today in Karachi, Pakistan, as competing rallies over the suspension of a judge turned violent, leaving at least 17 people dead.


The clashes were set off by the arrival of Pakistan’s suspended Supreme Court chief justice, Iftikhar Mohammad Chaudhry, who had come to Karachi to address lawyers of the Sindh High Court Bar Association but was unable to leave the airport after his arrival around noon.
Gunfire began immediately, and dozens of vehicles were set on fire. Smoke rose from at least four areas of the city, where competing rallies had been scheduled by members of the pro-government political party in power in Karachi and supporters of the judge. Armed groups from both camps exchanged fire.


Pakistan has been roiled in a growing legal and political crisis since President
Pervez Musharraf suspended Mr. Chaudhry in March, accusing him of misuse of power and nepotism. He denies the charges, and his supporters say they are politically motivated. At a state-sponsored rally in Karachi Saturday evening, General Musharraf addressed a crowd from behind a bulletproof screen, saying that his “heart was bleeding” when he saw television coverage of the violence in Karachi but that a judicial issue had become inappropriately politicized. And he warned opponents trying to capitalize on the situation: “Do not challenge us. We are not cowards like you, we have the power of the people.”

Karachi, the country’s business and commercial hub, has a history of sectarian and political violence. The Muttahida Quami Movement, the party that controls the city government, is allied with the president.


In the worst violence, supporters of Muttahida Qaumi Movement (MQM) and activists from the Pakistan People's Party (PPP) of former Prime Minister Benazir Bhutto fought gun battles for an hour.

The private Aaj TV channel showed pictures of its office under fire. "We are under attack," said journalist Talat Hussain on air, sheltering behind a wall. "We have seen no security force. No-one has come to help us." Reporters from the Associated Press news agency said they saw five bodies lying in the street, four next to a car which had been raked with gunfire. At least 20 vehicles were set on fire in the violence, AP said. "It is state-sponsored terrorism. The Sindh [province] government is responsible but we are not going to back off," said Sherry Rehman of the PPP.

In the days before the competing rallies in Karachi, the authorities arrested hundreds of opposition activists and deployed more than 15,000 security personnel. A holiday was declared, and all roads leading to the airport, the provincial High Court and the mausoleum of Muhammad Ali Jinnah, the founder of Pakistan, were blocked overnight, creating massive traffic jams.

Water tankers, trailers, vans with deflated tires and containers were placed at intersections of Faisal Avenue, a main artery of the city.




Now here's Al's take on what happened. But of course pictures does say a thousand words...







A monstrous 500,000 people came out to rally!

So you saw the pictures right? Well maybe right now i'm painting like a really horrible picture and in all honesty it wasnt that mad for me.

What happened was on friday night before the rally, my Pakistani retailer told me that there may be closure of roads to the airport on Saturday so they suggested that i booked the airport hotel and stay there on friday night so that i can make it to my flight on saturday evening. So at around 11 something we took off from Sheraton (in the city) and headed towards the airport.

No one expected it that night but the roads to the airport was completely closed. The police used barricades and their police cars to block the road to the airport without offering alternative solutions to get there. So then my James Bond of a retailer that drove both me and my boss took matters into his own hands and started to find other back roads to get to the airport. Oh my gawd! He drove like a mad man...driving AGAINST traffic...yeap you read that right...he drove on the wrong side of the road with opposing traffic coming at us....we were caught from one jam to another and somehow or another he ignore all rules of the road and drove in whichever direction that he pleased...well other pakistanis were doing it as well...

Now came the scary part...on one part of our journey we were on the back road of the airport...you could see the airport but what seperated us from getting there were fences and buses that blocked our way. So our car which was the size of a kancil was caught in a massive jam in a kuci little back road and all round us were hundreds of men with sticks!! Just like the picture above. So can you imagine the fear that was in us? Imagine if one person were to get angry at another person and started to argue or to fight...the entire mob would react and we'll probably get caught in the crossfire. But thank God nothing happened.

The mob was still pretty cool at that point...getting ready and planning their strategy to block the Chief Justice from getting to Karachi. Anyway, by some miracle or another... our retailer managed to squeeze and manevour his way out of the jam and back up until we were clear and out of the mob and out of harms way. Dont ask me how that happened but through God's grace we did. After 3 hours, we managed to get back to our original hotel which is Sheraton safely.

Now knowing me you guys will know that there is always a comedic aspect to this whole fiasco. Throughout my ordeal in the car, i was in a state where i had food poisoning. Yea yeahh i know i'm the Queen of Food Poisoning. So when i was in the car and in that situation, the only thing i could think was...."Please Al...hold your shit in and dont freakin low saiii man"...i tell you i tahan my shitt like crazy until i developed a fever in the car. You know how it is when you hold in your shitt...its super san foo and there will be times when your stomach is ok but then later its like a knife pierces through your tummy and your ass telling you that you gotta hit the loo. So anyway, that was all i worried about! hehehe...so yea yeah...laugh away....

So now its really nice to be back home in Singapore. Its the first time that i'm really thankful to be in Singapore.

Whats the lesson learnt?

We're so fortunate that we live in a country and land that is peaceful. I mean Pakistan especially Karachi has tons of rallies but then its never been violent even the local pakistanis were shocked that violence broke. Anyway, back to the lesson learnt. Be thankful for the life you have and the country you live in and pray for those people out there who have to go through live on a normal scale with guns shooting over their head, worry when their houses will be bombed and live life of never knowing when their country will ever achieve peace.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

A glimpse into Pakistan

Some really old building

This is a place where people buy all the cheapo sports stuff

Donkey Motor (its the way of the future)


Gulistan-E-Johar (this is where the middle income ppl live)



The Arabic Sea


And you thought you could only find camels in the desert!

Monday, May 07, 2007

Away to Pakistan


1 week has zoomed by really fast and i realised that i havent been updating my blog. Loads has happened in the past few days for me and it has been really stressful. A lot of old memories and the past has caught up with me. But i will not dwell on it for today in this entry in my blog.

Will be leaving for Pakistan tomorrow morning. Hopefully i will be able to take more pictures of my trip this time there and will also be able to upload my blog whilst i'm there. The last time i went to Karachi, Pakistan i really enjoyed myself especially the yummy curry. Gosh! Cant wait to eat the fresh bread and naan over there.

But for you out there who have no clue about Pakistan let me enlighten you a little. Pakistan is a Muslim country however Christians, Hindus and other religions live in harmony with one another despite what CNN reports about all the bombing that takes place. Sure it does happen but then Pakistan is really a peaceful country. Thats why sometimes i feel the news often over exaggerate on their reports. Its all propoganda if you ask me and a whole lotta bullshit on their reports.

So for a real picture of what Pakistan is really like do stay tune.

Anyway, Pakistan has 130.6 million people living there. Yeap! Believe it or not its a HUGE country. They've practically got everything. If you want the beach...they have it...you want mountain tops covered in snow...they also have it....you want camels walking by the beach...well they definitely have it. Its really a very beautiful country with a lot of beautiful people.

Okies...will try to report more whilst i'm there in Pakistan but if i dont err...this blog will be on a stand still for a while.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

POKAI & Seafood @ Red House

OK ok....i know from the title that you guys might be thinkin i didnt have money to go eat seafood. Actually that wasnt really the case. After shopping on Saturday with Mei Mei, Chris, Joe & Esther we were on the MRT and halfway on the train. Esther and I decided to take our visitors to East Coast to makan Seafood. We decided to alight at Kembangan station so we can take a cab to East Coast park.

Ok now a lesson for y'all out there....

DO NOT sms your friend while walking down a flight of stairs.

Ok from the line above i guess you can guess what happened to me. While smsing my friend Michelle, next thing i knew it was "PLIK PLAK AAAGGGHHH EEEEK" and POKAI-ed i went. Landed badly on my left foot. Lets just say i'm a freak coz i didnt cry but instead i was laughing at myself while my friends looked on at me with worried faces. I managed to stand up after a while and thank God i didnt fracture my foot but i did have a nasty swollen bump on me ankle.


Despite the fall, we still went for seafood. Well, you cant take the girl away from her seafood right? We went with the thought that perhaps eating a big claw may give my feet strength...ha ha ha...NOT! BUt who cares....weii seafood lehhh who can resist right. Anyway, when we went to the Red House the Seafood restaurant Joe asked for a big bag of ice to put on me swollen leg and man did that bag of ice burn.....

Well here are some pics of our lovely crabs and of course pictures of my friends....



Yummy crabs...slurp slurp!



Joe & Steven


Chris, Esther & Mei Mei

Happening!!!

I must say that since i moved to Singapore that the past weekend was one of the most happening weekends that i had. It was a 4 day weekend for me coz i took leave on Monday and Tuesday was labour day. And this time round it was a record breaking visit from our Guests. 4 at one time. So you can imagine my little place in Tanah Merah was packed to the brim. But somehow me and Esther managed with the sleeping arrangements.

The first person who came was Joe and he came since last Thursday. Joe's my Malaysian friend who works in Vietnam. The same night that he came we crashed a party. A production house had just finished shooting a commercial for a Vietnamese telco called "S-Fone" but they were joking about it saying it was ASS phone so that was rather funny. Anyway, i brought my Vietnamese intern at work with me and good thing i did coz there were a couple of other Vietnamese who were there too. So i guess it would be rather intersting for her as well.

Then came friday. Joe, Luis (Joe's collegue) and myself went for this play at the National Library called "The Blithe Spirit". I must say it was pretty good. Singapore does have many great talents. There were two actors whom i know that was in this play. One was ...err forgot their name lar but it was the actor that played Phua Chu Kang's Ma and the other was PCK's sister in law. Right now i just cant remember their names but for those who know about the PCK show u guys might know what i'm talking about. Anyway, the play was really funny and the place that it was shown in was really good too.

To sum up the whole story of the play it was basically about Charles Koh who is blissfully married to his second wife Ruth. Desperately seeking inspiration for a ghost story he's writing, he engages the flamboyant medium Madame Arcati to perform a séance in his Bukit Timah home. When she unwittingly summons the mischievous ghost of his first wife, Elvira, all hell breaks loose. Together with their friends Dr. and Mrs. Quek and their trusty maid Edith, they face the supernatural challenge of taming Elvira's blithe spirit in a comedy that literally brings the house down.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

In Blog We Trust!

I've been getting quite a lot of comments lately that my blog keeps my friends updated to my happenings. In a way i feel really honoured that some of my friends do actually take the time to pop over to my blog and also to read the nonsense that i write. Sometimes i do feel a little pressured to blog daily but then somehow i feel like its become a disease....a drug that i'm addicted to. I just cant stop blogging. Takkan got so many topics to talk about rite?

I was also commenting lately to a friend that at times i feel like i'm Carrie from Sex In The City. Before she sleeps, she gotta write something on her laptop. Hmmm sometimes i also feel like Doogie Howser. Writing his thoughts down on his computer before he sleeps.

Anyway, since living in Spore and since i've started on this blog. I realise its a lot easier to keep in touch with friends. At least i dont feel so bad when i copy and paste my emails to different people...ha ha ha...yes now u know that i actually do that. Do you think i really so free meh to write all those long long emails?

I do hope i wont lose this momentum of blogging and i must say that at the end of a long day...its really nice to just download whatever i feel.

Ok time to mandi!

Time Goes By....

Madonna's hit song Hung Up begins with her singing,"Times goes by...so slowly!" What an understatement that is. Time really does not go by so slowly. In fact it goes tick tock tick tock in a wink of an eye and it zooms pass you before you even know it.

Just like tonight. I keep telling myself, sleep early but stubborn wanna blog. But before i can start blogging i needed to speak to a friend of mine first. Before i know it....POW! Its 12am....then ding dong here and there......KAPOW! Its 12.41am and i am just only starting to write on my blog. Sigh!

Where did all that time go?

Isn't it ironic then whenever you want time to move slowly, it doesn't! Take for example if you're on a holiday or you're enjoying some intimate time with your loved ones or even if you're rushing for a deadline. Its zippededooo and time whizzes pass you and you're longing...sometimes even begging for more time.

When you want time to go fast, it doesn't. Especially when you're in some boring meeting or you're on a bus ride from Singapore to KL or even when you're talking to some annoying person. The second hand on the clock doesnt even seem to tick at all and time seems to be at a stand still.

Dont you find it funny? Scientists can quantify this and calculate that but how come no one (ok maybe they did but i didnt find out) tries to find why time moves as if it has a mind of its own?

I find that time is also precious. Too precious. When you were younger say 10 years old, you probably didnt care if it was 9am or 8.30pm? All you cared for was when can i play with my friends... ok now in this day and age the kids are probably saying, when can i play my computer games? When you're a teenager, say maybe 16 years old you wanted to grow up faster! Be more "matured", get out of your parents house...but now when you're say 40 years old.... All you wish was if you could turn back time to when you had less worries, was younger and had less pigmentation and white hair.

Is there an answer to what TIME is? Seriously i wish i could 'hamtam' the person who created time and quantified time into a number or what we call a ticking clock. But i guess that person is probably dead by now. So looks like AL cant do any damage there. Sigh! But whoever created the digital ticking time...AL has some words to say to you...

"YOU STUPID MONKEY!!!!!SO FREE AH TO CREATE A STUPID DIGITAL TIME THAT MAKES HUMANKIND RUSH HERE RUSH THERE....MAKE EVERYONES LIFE SO MISERABLE BY CHASING AFTER YOUR DING DONG TIME...AAAGGGGHHHH ALL YOUR FAULT YOU TIME CREATOR!COULDNT YOU JUST BE HAPPY WITH THE BLARDY SUN DIAL LAR...BODOH!"

Ok AL's happy d! 1.06am already you see lar...time passes by so fast. Now better sleep if not tomorrow sure late for work.....aaaagghhh see lar another time factor thing....

Monday, April 23, 2007

LIFE in Singapore

In May, it'll be six months since i moved here. How time flies! Its going to be half a year soon. Since i've been living in Spore i must say that there have been UPs and there have been plenty of DOWNs. Its really tough and right now i can just hear my cousin's voice ringing in my ear saying, "Welcome to Singapore" as in a sarcastic tone to almost kutuk living here.

But honestly, its been really tough being here. As expected, work has been really hard. Its just one deadline after another, one target to hit after the other, one meeting to attend after another and its just one this and one that.

And right now i just feel so burned out. In fact this morning i told my director that but yet he still wants to squeeze me. I mean if there is hope of even a promotion then of course i dont mind. But right now its just helping other people create a good name for themselves while i just fade into the background. No one appreciates the work and effort that i put in...and worst part after working so hard no commision and why? Because cannot hit target. DAMN IT! Wanna put some vulgarities in here but realised got church people reading so better keep it nice and proper.

Personal life its even worst. Feeling so empty within. Doesnt really help when there's so many couples around me who are lovey dovey. Honest to God i dont mind spending time with them but if its just one couple after the other, sometimes i dont feel like a person but more like a BIG LAMP POST maybe one of those flood light ones at the soccer stadium.

And i realised that i'm such a people person that when i'm alone i just feel like i'm going crazy. Dont get me wrong i do enjoy my "alone" time but when u got no one or nothing to come home to its just very killing! I realised last time when i was living in KL, i've always lived with 2 or 3 other people. So when one's not around there's bound to be someone else. But right now its just Esther and me and we're both damn busy ourselves. Well at least Esther has got 'someone' here to entertain her. For me! Well i blog lor......Gosh! Someone stab me in the heart please. I am totally unhappy here because i am so lonely and that is a fact.

Then later i realised that i really got no life. Live in Spore for almost 6 months and really havent gone to much places. I havent even gone to Chinatown. Imagine that! How pethatic i must be. Always at home...but yet malas to go out. But the thought of going out alone is so damn sien how leh like that!

Right now i'm just so sick of my life. There does not seem to be a future, a goal to head towards to and i feel like i'm just stuck in a rut. People around me seem to be moving on with their lives. Getting married or planning to get married.... having children or expecting to have children... i guess its the so called "Normal Life" that i yearn so much and not one like mine which is full of "Exciting" struggles, insecurities and fears.

So yea! Life in Singapore does make you wake up to certain areas in your life. Sometimes i do wonder, was it the right move to come over here?

Only time will tell.........................................................

KKJL's House Warming

You must be wondering what is KKJL? Well its Keng Kiat & Joo Lian. They had a house warming party on Saturday and a couple of us were invited. Those that weren't...neh neh neh neh neh...too bad sooooo sad!!! Ha ha ha...


See all the happy faces


As do all our normal "Ipoh" people gatherings what do we do best? WE EAT! And boy did we have a feast. My aunt and Joo Lian (for those who suaku and dont know i'm related to Lian...surprise!!) cooked Laksa. My favourite dish from my aunt.


Food glorious Food!


Then of course there were these gorgeous muffins made by Paul which was super duperdeee yummy ...but err the "ball bearings" were a bit hard to chew...hehehe...and Vanessa made really spaghetti with green curry... terror pedas man...and Stephen bought like the biggest grapes i've ever seen...very juicy and sweet. And KK's mom made Kai Keok also very "ho sek ah".



Check out the ball bearings on da yummy muffin!


Paul showing off his masterpiece




After food it was Pastor James in action! Joo Lee led us in 1 song for our Praise & Worship session and after that James led us in the "official" blessing of KKJL's house.


Of course must take final group photo with everyone!